Wednesday, March 28, 2012

School school school

I'm sorry for the last sucky posts and shit, but I have to do a lot of homework, and the finals are coming. This causes lots of stress, I'm so done with this! Just want it to stop :(
Also I failed my practical car exam for the second time today, so still no driving license. And bye bye all those beautiful euros! FUCKKK.
Excuse my inappropriate language. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
And now, my wallet is empty as shit, so I can't continue my driving lessons. weeeeh
Help me :( If there's a god, please send me some money on my account. I'm waiting! Oh, and my
boyfriend hates me right now.
When the stress suddenly disappears, whenever that will be, I'll make a comeback. I promise. Oyeah.

Sunday, March 25, 2012

Homework in the sun

This is the sickest thing ever. Everyone is outside, in this lovely weather.. And I'm inside to fucking do my homework. Not funny at all.
But, I enjoyed the sun for 30 minutes with my homework.

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Big necklaces

Classy, big, and feminine. Love them! For sail at Primark and H&M <3
 And that's all I'm saying for today because I drank something.

Isabelle Strömberg


Friday, March 23, 2012

Dream about New-Zealand

Last night I dreamed that I was in New Zealand. I'm so exited to go to there, especially now the sun shines every day.
I've never flown in an airplane before.. October is going to be my first time. And already for 24 hours.
The only places I've been to are Spain, Germany, France and Belgium. My neighbour countries.
I'm a little scared too, I have to talk English with my weird Dutch accent (believe me, Dutch people talking English is the weirdest accent ever). And what if I don't met any people of my age. Then I'm alone for 6/12 months! Wehhh.
I'm glad that I'm going to work there, so I have something to do and I can earn some money too.
Maybe I buy a little car to drive trough the country. And my aunt and uncle have a pool in their garden, so finally I can give my skin some tan (which is almost impossible. When I came back from Spain people asked me if I really have been on summer vacation).  

And how are the boys in New-Zealand? Haha! Every girl would like to know that right?
The difference between New-Zealand and The Netherlands is, everything goes really fast here. Work work work work school school school, everyone is busy in the Netherlands. And if someone dies, like someone of your family or whatever, life goes on immediately and you barely have time to realize it. And when people retire, they suddenly have lots and lots of free time And then all the stuff they been trough comes up. So I'm scared of that too when I'm going to New-Zealand. So much free time, so much time to think about things I been trough..
I always push away those sad feelings, because I don't want to feel sad or anything like that anymore. I want to be happy (and I am). So yeah.. I'm not going to New-Zealand to enjoy the  nice weather (OK, that's a bit of a lie), the most important thing why I'm going to the other side of the world, is to discover myself. To discover who I really am. To be on my own, to improve my responsibility.
And maybe it's good to think about what happened in my life, so I can give it a spot and move on.

Another thing I love about New-Zealand, is the care for the environments and the animals. I do really care about those things to, but here it's all about the money. Stupid humans.

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Outfit today: simple

Simple & comfortable
Top: Primark
Tanktop: Only
Jeans: Tom Tailor
Shoes: H&M

2012 UEFA European Football Championship

Wuuu! I usually don't like soccer, only when it's the European Football Championship and the FIFA World cup (12 June to 13 July 2014).
European Football Championship is a quadrennial football tournament between European national teams. And already this summer, 8 June to 1 July in Ukraine and Poland.
Ahh I hope we'll play good this time! Two years ago we almost became world champion and I was in Spain during the semifinals and finals. Omg that was so fucking awesome. When we won the semifinal against Uruguay, all the streets were full of orange and all the dutch people ran trough the streets and everybody smiled (except the Spaniards and Uruguayans). Unfortunately we lost the final against Spain, but it was really fun to experience. I really look forward to June!!

Lloret de mar 2010:

Spain won:
(We were hidden in our apartment for security haha!)